#1725 #male_2k8-12 m nt much interested in writing confessions..but today i feel i should..guys read it..may be it gonna a long one..bt m making sure u dat m nt gonna bore u..u may enjoy u may learn or u may juss call it a kiddish stuff..bhai room mein akela hun..ek haath me ciggi jala ke rakha hun..ek hath se type kar rha hun..dil ki baat direct share kar rha hun..its ol started in the beginning of my final year..juss came closer to a gal..initially we used to talk..dhire dhire kab ye closeness badh gyi pta nhi chal paya..late night talk..subha subha uska call or wo bachchi waali awaz...no doubt achhi lagne lagi thi..wo kehti thi are tumme kuchh khas hai yaar tum auro ladkon ki tarah show nhi karte..nd jo baat rehti hai munh pe direct bol dete ho..dual face nhi hai tumhare pass..ohkay fir start hua pagalpan..dono jane lage movies dekhne..restro me lunch karne..tab tak sirf frndship hi thi..are pagal late night tak baat karna movies dekhna..chat chut maar pit karna..baat to yahin friendship se aage badh gyi thi.. is it or not??ek din bol diye usko are pta hai ise pyar kahte hain ki kya mujhe nhi malum bt mujhe tumhare liye feelings aa gyi hai...wo muskurai..maine bola ki "i wanna care 4 u,wanna save coz i think m born 4 this only"usne mujhe btaya ki wo kisi aur ko like karti hai..mujhe lga sala din raat main iske saath busy rehta hun phone pe kabhi koi waiting nhi aata hai..kya bol rhi ye..khair jo bhi ho mene adjust kiya us situation me..are bhai itna toh pta tha us samay bhi ki relations ke liye abhi serious hone ka tym nhi hai..iske baaad bhi hum dono khub baat kiye...u will not believe we have talked around 7-8 hours continously 11pm to 5am..9Pm to 4am..almost daily ka routine tha..ek din pagli wo bhi bol hi di..style dekho bolne ka.."shayad mujhe nhi bolna chahiye but fir v mujhe tumhare liye feelings aa gyi hai"baap re ab kya karun??maine socha kyunki maine usko ab as a friend hi maan rhe the..but then decided to behave her as my gf...now the time has come for possiveness towards her..ek frnd tha mera beta wo drink karke usko call karta tha..mujhe nhi thik lagta tha..main us frnd ke sath drink bhi karta tha final year me..bt usko btaya nhi tha ki us ladki se meri closeness hai..ek raat mere sath hi drink kar rha tha..achanak se bola abe usko call karte hain..maine kisi tarah usko mnaya abe chhod na..lekin fir bhi nhi mana call kiya hi..next day maine us ladki se bola dekh yaar tu kisi se bhi baat kar mujhr nhi matlab bt tumhe koi drink karke call kare toh achha nahi lagta hai..kya btaun usko kharab lag gya..bol di ulta mujhko narrow minded...cheap...jo bhi ho maine adjust kiya isme bhi..soche sala compromise toh karna padega hi....ek or musibat aan pdi..is baar dusra dost aa ke bola are pta hai wo(the gal) mujhse aise baat karti hai na ki mujhe feel aa jata hai..i was scared main kya karun ab??hasi aa rhi hai mujhe abhi..maine ye baat bhi usko bola..koi farq nhi pda wo usse bhi baat karti hi thi.....fir gye ek din ghumne..jab restro mein kha rhe the..suddenly she said "main tumhare bina nhi reh sakti" usne ye bhi kaha ki wo apne poorane boy friend ko bhi bol di ki usko mere liye feelings aa gyi hai..main aise hun toh bahut hi experienced is field mein..now we were totally in die hard relationship..caring trust gf bf. ..she used to say main sabse jyada tumpe hi trust karti hun...engg. life khatm hone ke baad..sab kuchh sahi chal rha tha..ek din maine usko apne fb ka password de diya..usne saare messages padh gye..maine kis kis gals se kya baat ki..doston se kya baat ki..ek chat convo me lag gyi meri class..usne boli chhiiiiii tum aisa kaise bol sakte ho mere baare mein..actually i used to talk abt her with a frnd..kyunki sala mujhe jab bhi wo online milta tha is ladki ka baat jaroor chhedta tha..mujhe lga wo interested hai isme...then main bolta tha yaar ladki sahi nhi hai...intention bas uska dimag divert karna tha..or kuchh nhi..but ye baat serious ho gyi jab wo chat padh gyi...sala hum toh gye tel laane...kisi tarah mnaye..lekin ab wo baat nhi reh gyi thi..mene usko bola yaar respect tumhe nhi dikhta jab sath me hote hain tab...words me kya rakha hai trust actions nt words...she is working in a company now abhi hum dono distance relation maintain kar rhe hain yaar..is baar ek problem or aa gya mujhe wo boli ki uske pass headphone nhi tha phone ka so wo kisi or ka share karti hai or songs sun rhi thi..mujhe obvious hai bura lga..ek toh sala main hun nhi tumhare sath or tum kya ye sab yaar..bola mujhe thik nhi lga ee sab..is baar hum judgemental ho gye uski nazar mein...ab wo ladki hai bhai..rehti hai ghar se door pg mein..wo mujhe bta rhi thi ki yahan pe pta hai....ladki log ko pakad ke uska molest karne ke baad brothel me chhod deta hai..maine bola thik se rha karo yaar....aaj had ho gyi wo boli are pta hai aaj na mere bagal ki ladki gyi thi ek ladke ke sath usko koi kuchh pila diya..she is out of control now abhi room aa gyi hai..kya hai yaar ye sab..main kyun dun solution??meri baat ka kuchh value hi nhi hai tab??kuchh bolun toh wo mere character pe hi utar aati h??main narrow minded ho jata hun???main judgemental ho jata hun??main chepo guy ho jata hun??fir ye ladki mujhse suggestion kyun mangti hai..bhagwan jaane..baat karke interest loote sabse jarurat pde then mujhe call..naukar hain kya hum??jab jarurat pade lgao phone..ek baat or hai bhai..ye ladki tumko tumhari position,tumhari aukat feel kra degi..n tumko campare kra degi oro se..she will run for money..take these words directly in to ur head...sab kuchh bhul jayegi..a gal can never as much faithful than a real guy..i bet..maine uske karan ek din roya bhi tha...manta hun ladki ko position fame ya money ke baare me sochna chahiye..bt dekh bhai apna ek simple sa funda hai..hm relations mein kabhi fame n money ke pichhe nhi bhage..sala dhai achhar ka pyar or do roti mil jaye kaafi hai..samay aayega then ambani bhi ban sakta hun..but sala dimag toh sthir rahne de....jo v ho..suna diye aaj dam bhar..bol diye kuchh bhi ho tumhare sath ya tumhare frnd ke sath mujhe nhi matlab..jo karna hai kro..mujhe nhi lena dena..uska message aaya:- ruko fb se paste kar rhu hun..ek min.................."Maine tmhe 1st tym unfrnd kia h.this means ab mere tarf se sb khtm.bhot bejjati kr li tmne.".sala hum kya kam the..fat se maare block..maza aa gya kasam se yaar...break up hai bhai..but hum auro ke jaise nhi hain..ki rone jayen..waise bhi chhoti si hai life..jiyo khul ke..stay single stay awesome....continued
Posted on: Wed, 31 Jul 2013 15:24:51 +0000
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