2011 I was a down n out addict Id moved back in my moms, was gonna give up my flat was in about 3 grand debt gas n electric, was ready to put myself in rehab and and move out of Birmingham. 2 years on Im back in my flat the debts paid Ive got new furniture in there slowly stating to decorate the place and make it comfortable I have a dog lol Amanda Misspepper I and the rest of the clan doing this S.O.J ting, havent got many people around me but the ones who are are good people, got people showing me love cos Ive expressed concern about their well being, Ive had my voice on couple of eps started to re educate my self amongst other tingz so yh, this depression must and will go cos I have so much to be thankful for. Ill respect and value the relationships of decent people. Certain relationships are broken due to my past life if they dont get restored Ill just have to except it and carry on but I do give thanks lets face it I could still be doing the madness I used to but Im not so gwarn T you aint a bad soul you just lost yourself and it takes time to get to know ones self after all the mad living......keep striving peeps never give up cos when we give up we not only hurt ourselves but those who love and care for us too. Not looking back at the past no more dont make sense.
Posted on: Thu, 07 Nov 2013 15:25:15 +0000