#22 POT(LUCK) It’s 9:56 AM, Sunny day ahead…Listening to Rihanna - Pour It Up, and one after another a new trance music playing at background. I hate about trance is, it makes me kinda delusional and I go in past and think about it over again about the journey till today. Let me give a little known example, I m sure most of us have already spoken about once or twice while travelling together in seashore road or sitting in beach. Most of us have even sat near beach, alone to think about the future, when we are tensioned/directionless and don’t know what to do next? The youth insecurities become an agenda to do or not to do? To take a leap of faith and trust the other person in choosing a friend or a girlfriend for that matter!! Well this mixed emotions and never ending thoughts have no ending and keep me hallucinating and keeps me haunting. I have never written a Journal..When I was young, I know most my V.K.V batch mates used to write journals, dun know y? Maybe they felt it as a task given by English teachers..So, this incident starts in my history class. After sriparna mam left school, I felt helpless as she used to tell the whole story as a narration, it was like a fairy tale at that stage, for continues numerous hours story and at a point of time we were made aware of the fact that it is just not a story and a history, soon it released a adrenaline rush in my veins I had to sort out the difference between fact and fiction. After her, I didn’t had no one, who can give me a better picture or story in my history class better than her. I was growing up and the need for hearing/telling the story was growing bigger. Mostly my entire life has gone in listening/reading stories and still dun know y I couldn’t make one of my own? I appreciate people when they try to give a bit of their story, whether it may be for a blog or something coming out of blue. I sometimes even think, how does a writer writes a story, may be he/she must be affected by it or may be has seen stuffs like romance, getaways, untold incident in his/her neighborhood. After this, you guys/gals must be thinking, Why haven’t I put up still..and the nag of same words keeps on going. Well lets not pause here, it was just to make you understand the situation that voices in my heads needs me to speak up. It’s not a confession but most un-deniable facts..Why do we see only those people in dreams, whom we have seen once in lifetime. Why do we see only those with us in paradise, whom we love and care & not in hell. Why do we not see our own face after getting killed and we suddenly jump out of sleep stating it was bad sleep & can we really do inception, dream within other dream, dream sharing sequence? When we are in trouble, I do not know, how a mom understands it first and ask relevant questions, do Moms have telephathy chip activated. Gosh!! it never work for a guys to do the same, at least not when you in love. I do not know, whether Hilter was good or bad, but his quotes “If you tell a big enough lie and tell it frequently enough, it will be believed” figures people who are in love. We keep constantly keep on our tabs and do a reality check but all in vain in front of those innocent tear shattered eyelids. You cannot make a girl understand that the situation a guy is facing in his life to get her. Sometimes, we guys think it easy for girls to let go and a true love to take a form of betrayal. I have no intentions to hurt any gal with my writings it just a guy thing & how does a guy feel about it. Guys do not fight with small matter and forget thing easily over a glass of wine or may not, that not the point here. The Blame game is the question? To look different is the question? To show off & to be heartthrob like few. How does a person achieve a perfection with his skill sets and becomes successful. I have comes across all the age, where all this begin and still serving the cruel world and facing challenges. I do get inspired by my friends, when they are drunk are high on stuffs as it makes me & them a better listener and helps me in finding solutions, when there is a need. So, Just wanted to let you guys/gals know, dun let this page and group die. The undistinguished chattering and joy in your face has kept me go on, ever since.. Lets keep the thread rolling. To Everyone.
Posted on: Sat, 05 Oct 2013 06:26:07 +0000
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