[2nd Part--10th Chap].-- I had no desire to specialize in Education. My First and foremost Love was Pure Philosophy and not any Applied Branch of it. I was on the look out whether there was any vacany in Dhaka Varsity; but, as I stood 2nd in order of Merit in my M.A.Final Examination, I was not the First choice there. My Class mate Aminul Islam already joined there by that time. I learned that it would require some more time for posts to be advertised in the Department. So, seeing no other alternative, I continued in the I.E.R. for some time. I had already applied for a Lectureship in Rajshahi Varsity just before my Marriage. I did not know that time that they had already selected me there. Some persons informed me about that and they also told me that Id be informed about it very soon. --Anyhow, I continued in my post at I.E.R.--Gradually, I started feeling sick and the signs and symptoms of early Pregnancy became very vivid soon--Nausea and depressed feelings were there most of the time. --During August, Indo-Pak War of 1965 made the situations worse still. Muksud was transferred to Sylhet Medical College for a few months. I started feeling completely helpless. Within a very short time, before the war was finished, somehow or other his dream of going Abroad came true and he had no other alternative but to leave me in my pregnant condition alone at Dhaka. I shifted to my Mothers place. and, Alas,--my First child did not survive--it was a still born child. (Inna Lillahe Wa Innaa Ilaihe Rajeun) -- Probably, so much tension just after conception acted negatively on my health. --Muksud was in London during these mishaps. In a lonely condition, I became mentally unsettled for sometime, especially due to the death of my First issue. (Contd.)
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