#49 My mind denied to think of Max cheating on me..... The more you love someone, the harder it is to see that individual with someone else. Ilokho ke bekwenzeka kimi with loving Max Why would he do that after all the promises he made??* I thought* I just went quite efonini not knowing what to say to my couzin. Heeelooo,are you still there?She said shouting over the phone Ja,am here I said.....my mood just dropped immediately.....I was preparing my mind for the worse Her: lalela gazi,I didnt want you to find this the bad way..thats why ngiqale ngokubuza ukuthi ugcine nini ukukhuluma naye..... Me: eish Ayakha can you just get straight to the point....why you beating around the bush....yisho nje if hes cheating I can deal with it Her: am not saying hes cheating..but Ive seen him with the same girl several times and ngize ngamtshela ukuthi ngizokutshela Me: okay thanks so thats explains why ngingamtholi efonini surely hes spending his time with that girl. Her: but ke wait and see ukuthi wenzenjani...cause it might not be what I think it is...you get what am saying sister? Me: either way nje....am disappointed in him... Her: uthando ke lunjani....always leave a room for disappointment next time.... Me: ja nhe,sure gazi....will see you in few days Her: shoo We hanged up. My mind was racing....I just couldnt imagine Max with another girl..... But ke hes a guy after all....what do I expect?*i thought* I took the bath just flush down the worries off my mind....did the house chores ngaqeda ngazibukela ama movies. I kept glancing at my phone hoping he will call but luze lwaphela usuku.....it was now day 2 :( still no sign of my beloved prince. Ntambama babuya abantu from work.....babomncane we havent spoken since the day of scandal. So bengizihlalele nje esitting room ngizicabangela izinyoni zami,he joined me wahlala nje wathula for some time as if ebecabanga azokusho then he finaly went on to say Athandiwe,you know la emhlabeni they are people who thinks the world revolve around them....just because God has blessed them with intelligence bakwazi ukuphila impilo encono....they tend to think omunye umuntu cant be blessed with the same thing they have he said Okay okay that..caught me offgurd.....babomncane ebengumuntu othulayo didnt expect that from him....so I let him continue but gave the minimum encourages mmmh ngilalele I said Him: with that I mean....konke aunt J akushilo kuwe angeke kwenzeke ngendlela yakhe...theres only 1 God whos able to provide not her....naye nje angavuka the next day engenalutho ngisho lokhu achoma ngakho....so ungakubeki emqondweni yonke lento ebeyisho Me: ngiyabonga Her: yeah so nje you will pass your matric and uzoqhubeka ufunde and be what you want to be...impilo yakhe isezandleni zoMdali not ezomuntu Me: thanks for the encouraging words. Indeed those were very encouraging words from babomncane.... Sahlala ke nje then we had supper sathadaza...I went to bed.....my heart was naar not hearing from Max iskhathi eside....kuncono the other time I knew besixabane but then bengingazi what was happenig. I went in bed nemicabango eminingi about Max.... You know I prayed for my relationship...and mostly ebengikukhulekela was for a sign yokuthi if kungesuye nje kube nendlela uGod amsusa ngayo kimi but then again I wouldnt say bekuyindlela asuka ngayo kimi.....bengizitshela nje ukuthi ama tests to strengthen our relationship...you know those tests.. Kept tossing and turning ebusuku and finaly got ubuthongo ngalala. Woke up the next day to an empty house again..ey ukuba umahlalela shame so wish bengiseMtuba. There was still no message nor missed call from Max.....I couldnt give up on him that easily....I just wanted to know ukuthi kwenzekani bengifuna futhi ukuzibambela mina mathupha. During the day khulu called kwi landline efuna ngiyothenga ubusi...she couldnt wake me up angitshele cause ubone indlela bengilele ngayo..... Ncoooah so sweet of her. Imali beyibeke next to the telephone.....I did the house chores ngangeza and went to shoprite.....yooo bekukade ngagcina ukuphuma ngaphandle...realised ngagcina ukubona ngaphandle the day ngibuya eskoleni......ay shame my mind was not functioning well. I bought the milk and cheese ngabuya....ngazihlalela nje watched tv ey nayo bingi bhora shame. I dozed off watching tv ngathuswa ifone vibrating kwi pokethe ye jean bengiyigqokile...I took it out and there was a message from Max. My heart skipped a beat as I love the guy with my soul,body and mind. Seeing a message from him though ngingakayivuli brought a smile on my face. I opened the message with a huge smile and little thought that finaly my man was missing me. You know that huge maximum smile when receiving a text from your loved ones......it read hey baby hope you arrived home safe...just wanna thank you for spending the night with me...had the best time of my life..dont forget I love you Nomathemba I just froze :( my mind stopped functioning.
Posted on: Mon, 08 Sep 2014 10:18:58 +0000
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