All my life I have gotten excited at the thought of becoming a mother, and when I found out I was having my frist child, I was so very excited but very nervous because it was no longer just a thought it was an actual reality. I would have the rest of my life care for another human being, a real live person whom I would mold and grow into a future mother or father themselves...and Lord knows I had my fair share of examples of what I DIDNT want to create. Then as I reared my first born I was blessed to find out I was having another one...and my God I freaked. I already knew it, but this reiterated it...I CAN NOT FAIL my children. Since each of their births I have done everything in my power to do right by them. And I know I am not perfect, noone is...but yesterday as I watched my first born at her promotion ceremony I realized that I am doing the right thing...AGAIN I know I am not perfect and have a lot to learn, and a lot to improve on but just seeing how my child went from a stuttering shy girl to an outspoken public speaker brings me to my knees, thanking God that her father and I have been able to provide a life and enough love to help these girls grow...I will forever be thankful to God and those friends and family who surround my girls with all the love this world has to offer. It truly takes a village. These past four years of motherhood have been the best years of my life and I look foward to the next ten million watching them grow and build their own emprire.
Posted on: Fri, 07 Jun 2013 22:43:51 +0000