All my past years I was always seeking one thing : To beloved the way I wished for. I cant deny that some people loved me deeply wrongly as I did to others. I never been a lovable child neither from my family neither from school colleagues/friends, and actually never been important to anyone; important enough that these people will make some efforts for me to at least care a little bit thats why I used to date anyone could say sweet words to me till I reached that I dont believe anyone anymore. Though I kept on dreaming a lot of having one person who would give a reasonable attention without getting into the physical attention but desperately it was a huge failure for me. Anyhow at the meantime I am suffering loneliness that I can not handle.
Posted on: Wed, 20 Aug 2014 12:22:44 +0000