As I get closer to my BATTLE FIELD, what I see now is WHO ARE REALLY IMPORTANT TO ME, the OLD FRIENDS, which ones?!? I see my self crying over Dave, he was my John Watson. When Amboo went back to Laos in July 2009 after 2 years in London, he cried his eyes out to my mum and said to her, Your daughter, she does not have friends! He was RIGHT! Being such perfectionist, I want TOP QUALITY of everything including friends. Before Dave moved away in early 2009, every time he was out on a date - he would tell me, or when he met some girls during his trips, deep down inside I was hoping that he will never fall in love so I would never lose him. I was ANGRY when he told me he was moving away, not at him nor my self, but FATE, it seemed to always take away those important to me in the time I most NEEDED THEM. We still kept in contact, quickly he fell in love with his now wife, I was being very supportive but deep down inside I said to my self I am losing the BEST FRIEND I ever had!!! A friend that I had been looking for my entire life!!! The friend that a boyfriend can not be. A friend that I can BULLY - BOSS HIM AROUND, give him a hard time, joke with him, tease with him, a friend that I will call on and say Can you come and see me and talk to me, please? I need you and he will be there as soon as he can. It was like in this clip, at 3:50, where Sherlock said, I dont have friends, I just got one! https://youtube/watch?v=PPC-PeDogoE
Posted on: Wed, 03 Dec 2014 15:02:22 +0000