As I sit here today going through papers and shredding all of Mervs medical records from his battle with pancreatic cancer I cant help but shed some tears. While shredding the medical records I remember how caring for, taking care of and advocating for Merv Hanson was such a huge part of my life. I guess thats why its so hard for me to adjust to being without him. I dont quite know what Im suppose to do now. Im praying God will someday make it clear to me. I also came across a card Merv sent me when we were doing the long distance commute waiting for Northwest to build the Duluth maintainence base. When I read it, it was like an answer to prayer. I think God is reassuring me, Merv and I will be together again. Here is what was written in the card. Whenever were not together, I get a little ache in my heart that just doesnt go away. And it keeps getting stronger the more I miss you. But it does help to remember that the Lord brought you into my life in the first place. And I know Hes watching over you and keeping you safe for me until I see you again. Please remember, I miss you and love you very much. Love you always, Merv Thank you Lord. I love and miss you Honey.
Posted on: Thu, 11 Sep 2014 18:10:03 +0000
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