As my birthday approaches and I reflect back over the things I have learned and things that are still a mystery. One thing Ive learned is weather it be friendship, family relationships, work or romantic relationships you can only give so much of yourself with no reciprocal investment before you become emotionally, physically and mentally bankrupt. Last year at this time I had a friendship, work relationships, some of my family relationships and a romantic relationship that all, for whatever reason, stopped investing in me as a person. Being the fighter and forever optimist I gave as much as I could until I was totally and completely broken. Like a slain soldier on the battlefield of life I retreated broken, lifeless and scared. All attributes I normally dont identify with. Excepting failure, defeat, vulnerability, and a feeling of helplessness as I was forced to extract these entities from my life was one of the most painful experiences I have ever had. This time last year waking out of bed let alone showering or leaving the house was an accomplishment. I allowed people to bankrupt me. A year later with the help of some patient friends, family and work associates that invested and didnt give up on me when I was a lets say a depreciating asset have me in such a beautiful emotional, physical and spiritual place at this time in my life. I would not have stood with out so many of you who dusted me off. For the people in my life that loved me only when I was strong Im not mad at you at all Its just I am reciprocating your lack of investment In me and giving up on you. Thank you to all the beautiful people who didnt give up and or abandon me in my weakest hour! Now lets spread that positivity now that I have some to spare #realfriends #reallove #faith #friendship #hope #compassion #love #positivity #mirandadavidson
Posted on: Fri, 05 Dec 2014 09:33:56 +0000
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