Aside from coming down with some virus, something feels iffy, there is a sense of longing and vulnerability within me. As content as I am living abroad and I thank god every day that Im a (productive?) member of Israeli society, one thing I do genuinely miss about my place of origin is thanksgiving. I miss my mother and stepfather, my brothers, some deep friendships both in LA and in Phoenix, cousins especially, but aunts and uncles as well. I miss thanksgiving food at my moms that had its Eastern European twist. My brothers are growing into amazing humans and Im so blessed to be related to them, but it definitely can be difficult during such a holiday to not feel a wee bit more vulnerable than usual. But since thanksgiving is a holiday of pure gratitude and family time, I must say, that I truly love most of my life in such gratitude. Namely on this day, however, I am grateful for and bless the following: Having woken up this morning, only in assumption that the universe deemed it necessary, my aspirations, the roof over my head, my health and that all I seek healing for is easily resolved, my kittens that give me so much love and attention, Idan and the beautiful development of our relationship, my friends near and far, all over this planet that I hang on tight to, having a bachelors degree and dreams, and hell, even my current unemployment and the stress for survival it has put me in until the next blessing appears...thank you to whatever is out there, the cosmos or whatever it may be, that I know is holding me in the palm of its hand. I humbly bless all of the chaos and all of the blessings. Thank you, thank you, thank you. ❤️❤️❤️
Posted on: Thu, 27 Nov 2014 20:01:06 +0000
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