Been a mess all day I hate being like this I dont cry it takes ALOT to make me cry and today I just cant stop I hate this week every damn year and just wish I could crawl under a rock and feel nothing!!!!!! But instead I am full of emotions mostly hate, anger, heartache, sad. I just dont think i will make it threw this week I just cant handle all these emotions its so overwhelming I feel like I am having a constant heart attack I just cant do it this year they say it gets better I say go to hell it does nothing but get worse!!!! She didnt deserve to pass away I just dont get this friggin world I am so lost I just want to be with her I just want to disappear when your child dies in your arms how does it get better???! It doesnt it just doesnt especially when its your fault! Its all my fault I should have been more educated I should have listened to her when she said she didnt want the flu shot I should have just said no!!!!!!!! Instead I made the choice that ultimately killed my daughter what kind of piece of shit does that to their child?! Ill tell u what kind of piece of shit ME I AM THE PIECE OF SHIT God how stupid was into inject that poison into my seven year old baby what the hell was wrong with me???? Now I do not have Kaylynne here she is gone gone forever and its all my fault God do I hate myself every day it should have been me why couldnt it have been me??! I am so sorry Kaylynne I was suppose to protect u not kill u!!!! I hope u know I love u more than anyone could ever love anything or anyone and I wish I could just bring u home I am sorry I was such a piece of shit mother to u I am sooooooo soooooo sorry I love u
Posted on: Tue, 02 Dec 2014 02:54:09 +0000
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