Charlie is 5. I thought for so many years 5 was going to be awful. - TopicsExpress



          

Charlie is 5. I thought for so many years 5 was going to be awful. Come to find out, each year gets better and better. Im really enjoying spending quality time with my kid. Hes SUCH a good boy. He loves his momma and I have never been more in love with anything in my life. He gives me a drive to be the best person I can be and the conversations we have now make me laugh so much. The first years of his life I couldnt love him the way I thought I should have. I was so full of resentments and self pity...after doing work and letting go of pain I grasped onto, the pain that I believed made me who I was, I found that once I can accept where I am in my life and learning to LOVE myself I can fully LOVE him unconditionally. Its not his fault Im a single mom, its his blessing and my gift that has completed me...Im going to miss him so so so much. I cry when I think of him being away. But hard times and pain is what reminds us we are living. When this is over I can hopefully give back the gift that Charlie has given to me...I beautiful life.
Posted on: Sun, 24 Aug 2014 06:09:44 +0000

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