Christmas in 12 days dad, yet I still cant get into the spirit like I used to, feels so wrong the fact I am looking forward to it, the feeling of guilt is so strong, Feel guilty to be happy, especially when your not there. Can you believe I still have your 4 matchmakers left in my fridge from last christmas, just because you always saved me 4 out of your pack. I miss you so much dad, Olivia can nearly say grandad now, we talk about you and she says dan dad You would absolutely love her, she is such a little character, never shuts up either... must take after her mummy!! I need a dad cuddle, make all of the worries and stresses of our lives disappear. I hope you can see how hard me and mark are trying, trying to get back on track, you know what im talking about. :) You really are so missed dad, your annoying snoring, your laugh, your strength, your hugs, even your smack on the head with ur finger which really bloody hurt!!! I love you dad, I told you every day you were here, and I say it still every night as I close my eyes to go sleep, I hope you see that... Sweet dreams my hero, Hope your partying on up there after all the pain u went through down here xxx
Posted on: Sat, 13 Dec 2014 10:45:37 +0000
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