Confession #219 "Dear i dnt knw whether u will read my mails o nt also.... hav we become so far from each other dear?? have we become so far from each other tat we dnt care for each others and each others feelings?? Dear no.. ihavent gone far from u.. ur still my sweet Pari for me.. I stil care for the the way i used to do.. I still beleive in our relationship...... Whats tat love if i stop loving u coz of present situation? No dear. As i told u.... I really loved u from my heart.......i love u like anything....... When i proposed u on Sept 1 2009 and when u accepted my proposal on 6th Sept 2009.. tat time i was sure ur the gal for me... but since i had lost shreya.. i knew hw it feels ... tats the reason i was very much afraid of loosing u dear.. that is the reason i was afraid to tell u the truth abt my percentage and other things.. coz i was afraid that what i will do if u leave me? i always lost the person whom i loved alt dear..... When i said i love u.. i really meant that for whole life........ I just wanna request you that pls think abt my situation also... pls put urself in my situation once and den think dear..... m i really bad guy? do i really deserve this? just put urself in my situation once and think dear.... I am trying to console myself thinking that love is nt abt living together.... love is all abt finding happiness in loved ones happiness.... ya i agree with this... i am really finding my happiness in ur happiness.. but still m normal human being na dear..... i still feel lots of pain in heart when i think that ur nt der with me... i just go in to deep dipression after all these.... e1 my parents came to knw that m in love with u........they found love letters written by u.. also my sis told dem everything...... nw they have stopped fighting in front of me...... still dey r nt able to bring my happiness back to my life....... with u leaving me.. i havent only lost my love... i also lost my reason to live and also my happiness..... nw i find my life with full of emptiness and blank...... no reason to live for except ur happiness........ Now i cant type much dear.. with lots of difficulty m writing this mail to u.....if i spend more time on lappy or seeing ur pics.. i wil just loose myself and will start crying dear.......i wnt be able to control my emotions... i didnt wanna say all these to u dear... coz i knw all these makes u feel bad.... but i also dnt have any other person to share all these... i can share these with sharma or madhu... but that satisfaction of sharing something wnt be der which i feel with u...... Dear i knw u have moved on.. but m still waiting for u @ the same place and time wr u left me..... u may find ur happiness in something and some wr in life.... but my happiness lies only with my Pari.........My life is only with u............" ADMIN swt
Posted on: Fri, 19 Jul 2013 22:12:15 +0000
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