Dear Future Wife Today is the first day in over a week that Ive been able to write to you. So much has transpired in my life that made writing you hard to do. For a short period of time I felt lost, I felt alone, I felt.... Pain. I have to be honest for a minute I was ready to give up. Everything seemed to be going wrong and for a period of time I felt broken. But realized one thing today. Even good ground has to be broken in order for seeds to be planted. Im not broken Im bruised. Im a man in search of a feeling that most will never feel. Im a man in search of a Forever that most will never see. Im not in search of a fantasy, Im in search of a woman thats a mere reflection of me. One that sees my weakness as strength. Knows my heart as well as my intentions and never judges because they arent her own. I was created different. I love harder than most. My outlook is different on things. I get afraid easily. But theres progress in my process and one has to see that. The one thing I know is this.... I can love you past any pain youve ever experienced and youll never again question if love exist because daily Ill show you just how real it can be. Im not saying the road will be easy but Im saying itll be worth it in the end. So here I am... Flaws and all, imperfect, tattered and bruised but not giving up on love. I know its out there. God didnt bring me this far to walk away empty handed. I prayed, fasted, and prayed so more for this. The desires of my heart will be given to me. Ill wait for you..... I Love You Your Future Husband #LettersToMyFutureWife #365DaysofUndyingDevotion #NewBook #PoeticJustUs ©2014 All rights reserved for Anthony D Green
Posted on: Mon, 29 Dec 2014 16:16:05 +0000