Did I turn my back to my parents ? A mother crying for a son, a father crying for a son, a sister and a brother for a father like brother. Im safe now no worries of threat for my life , I should sleep in peace right , but why cant I ? I left my family in times of hardship , at times when they needed me the most to safe my life . When I last kissed my mothers hand for goodbye , I realized how much pain she has gone through to raise me and take care of me , when I last give dad a goodbye hug I realized how much hardship he has gone through to make me the man I am today, and when my sister and brother burst in tears I realized how hard it would be for them to be without the love I gave them on daily basis . Separation is never easy , god knows when again I will get the chance of kissing my mothers hand and or hug my defeated old dad , but I hope I didnt break their hearts for leaving them in war while saving my life . I never can forget what my family has done for me even if I ever want to . I saw dad shedding tears for the first time , I saw everyone in my family crying on my separation . God knows Im not selfish and I never meant to hurt them by leaving them behind . Im trying to stay strong as my dads last words were and am trying not to cry while writing this . This is the exact word he told me when I said Im sorry to leave you behind at this time son , move on with your life , good luck and dont worry, we need to be thankful of the technology , I will see you soon , and the soul of the Matter is that we are being apart physically but our hearts will never be apart, I love you my son . I do miss every single one of them dearly and will always love them. I hope I see you guys soon and hug you guys . Feeling super down and guilty .
Posted on: Tue, 11 Nov 2014 03:40:55 +0000
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