Ello you... Todays the day we hit double figures...wowsers. For the last 10 years we have remembered that Friday night just like a vivid nightmare. For the last 10 years weve all been so very sad. For 10 years we have brought you flowers, written to you and talked to the sky. For 10 years we have held back the tears when certain songs play, as if we had forgotten what happened for a few moments- then BAM. Red red wine or DJ Sammy fills the air and it all floods back. For 10 years weve all been growing up without you, buying houses, getting married and having babies...everyone has packed a lot in. But, I must admit that for 10 years Ive been a little bit mad at you. For 10 years Ive had a list of questions I just wish you could answer and Ive wanted to talk to you about the things I wish youd shared with me before you went. It helps that for 10 years Ive known youre still around somehow... there are so many things that have happened that I cant explain any other way, even in my most rational frame of mind. For 10 years Ive been desperate to rewind and replay your last months with us... kidding myself that something could have changed what happened. But you know what, for the next 10 years and many more, I want to start letting all that go. I was so lucky to be your girlfriend for that short time and want to embrace what we shared and not worry about what we missed out on. Look at all these messages, no one knows how theyre supposed to handle this, but not one person is sad about knowing you. Were all honoured to have been in your life. I miss and care for you so much Sam. Always xx
Posted on: Wed, 05 Mar 2014 10:05:51 +0000
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