For Our beloved Bangtan with Love ~ Dear Bangtan, I don’t really know why I’m writing to you right now. To tell you the truth, I’m in one of my busiest self tonight- reports to finish, projects that I haven’t even started yet, worries I had never sorted out in my mind. And yet, I find myself opening a blank document waiting for me to fill it up with words I have no idea where to get. So here it is. Boys, who are you guys really? I have known you for only five months but why do I feel like I’ve known you my entire life? Considering the fact that I haven’t even had a single glimpse of you in real life, how can I be feeling this way? Everyday seems like a year added up to my life with you in it. I know you almost more than I know myself. Is that even legal? I love you. I love you with all passion my heart can ever feel. You seem to have captured my soul, now you own me. But I don’t mind, I’ll never mind. I love having you as family. Your names forming in my lips became as familiar and as essential as breathing. I live because of the life you give me. Because behind every breath I take, there’s a Namjoon, a Jin, a Yoongi, a Hoseok, a Taehyung, a Jimin and a Jungkook. Your songs, the heart you put in every note, the drive you have in keeping your group one forever and the way you return the love to everyone behind your successes are just a few of the many things that tied me to you. Hearing your voices brings me to a new world. It’s a NEW world but I’m very at-home with everything in it. Does that even make any sense? I don’t know, really, but what I do know is that it’s just the way I feel. The things that seem so alien to me are the same things that make me feel extremely comfortable it’s like home. Tell me, is it too much to ask to see you in person when the change you’ve brought to my life is beyond comprehension? Is it really too much when it’s my dream? You asked me to stand by you, and I did. And maybe, maybe this heart of mine will never learn to forget that promise because for all I know, I want to be forever standing by you...forever. Jungkook. You’ve grown up. You’re younger than me but somehow it feels very comfortable treating you like a baby because for me, you’ll always be one. I know it’s very unfair and rude of me to say that even after I have seen how hard you’ve been trying to push that image away. But really, Kookie, you’ll always be my Jungkookie. You may look so much like a man now but I know behind that stuffed body, I see the boy who danced his heart out during his auditions, the boy whose smile lights up the hearts of everyone and the boy who made me realize that dreams are just a heartbeat away. That all I have to do is work hard for it. Namjoon. The man. You are a picturesque of a real man. You laugh, you cry, you fight, you love. You laugh like it’s the happiest moment of your life, you cry with pure tears, you fight for the people who matter to you and you love to keep the desires of your heart within reach. Do you realize, Namjoon, that by doing what you do, you make a lot of people very proud of you? I am one of them and will always be. You must know that that fortitude in bringing things into completion will take you to greater heights. Jhope. Hobie! I don’t understand why but I found a very dear friend in you. You never fail in making me remember who I am and who I should be. You inspire me to go to high places yet keep my feet steady on the same soil I grew up in. Whenever anxiety kicks in, you are the one I run to. You have saved me, Jhope, and you still are up to this very minute. Because of the things you do, the way you do them and the impact they bring to the ones around you, I am encouraged to push through this life. You give me hope to move forward. I love you! I always will, my bestfriend. Jin. You are the only person I would call Oppa, not in a romantic way but as an older brother. When I am in one of those darkest hours of my life, your awkwardness would always brighten me up. To be honest, I want to hug you as tight as I can because for this little heart of mine, that is the only way I can show you how thankful I am for having a strong brother to lean on to, no words just pure actions. You made me realize that every great thing begins small and that I should not waver in keeping my head up high. You are the best Oppa I could ever have. Yoongi. Laughing our hearts out just about anything, fighting over the best line to write in a song, randomly poking each other’s cheeks, exchanging smiles everytime our gazes meet, sharing stories from our favorite books, singing the night away, holding hands until we both realize it’s been hours they are intertwined, being each other’s strength and shield, crying for each other’s sadness, hugging until all the worries disappear, whispering words of courage and pure emotions late at night, being the warm embrace in the chill, even lecturing each other when we have to but ending up inspiring each other, and simply showing one another a life filled with love – I am home. Taehyung. I haven’t seen such an abnormal and very hyper person before, that’s why your existence still weirded me out. You’re the very person that could make me laugh like I never did before. You are handsome, and very uplifting, so talented in your own way. I like it when everyone teases you, because in my heart, I can feel that you appreciate the moment when other members laugh at you. You are one of a kind Taehyung, I’m grateful that they kept you. You made every ARMY happy at that. I love you Taehyungie, just because I always get annoyed with you, I couldn’t still hold back the fact that I like you very much. Please take care of them, your fans, because just like you, they are precious too. Jimin. Jiminie pabo, I hate it and I like it at the same time when they tease you. You are such a wonderful kid, you are the evidence of hard work. I really like you a lot. When you sing the highest notes from your songs, it makes me proud, because your voice defines you, hardworking and comforting. You are just you, being hapy and stuff, appreciating every moment while it last. We all love you Jiminie, from your face, your eyes, your laugh, your lame jokes, and your voice, we all see the precious jewel you kept in that. You don’t have to prove yourself all over again because you already are a success. You are the real fake maknae Jiminie, I wouldn’t let Taehyung steal that to you. Forever yours, ARMY Ü
Posted on: Wed, 26 Nov 2014 12:43:51 +0000
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