For every punch i withstood, for every nite i was forbidden to sleep, for every dopewhore you ever cheated with, for every miserbale moment you were in my life, i want to thank you. thank you for showing me what a strong amazing woman i really am. i know it wasnt the lesson you wanted me to learn, but its the one i got just the same. you thought you would break me, make me weak and bitter just like you. instead i learned determation, thats what i needed to get out of the situation, i learned courage, its what i needed to tell you NO im not coming back. and i learned peace, its what i have now that i have cut you out of my life. i will always carry the scars on the inside and the out but like papa roach says they remind me that sometimes i care too much! i want you to know i dont hate you, i want you to be happy, hating you would give you power and you have had enough of that. let me focus on the good things like how awesome it is that in more than 60 days i havnt had one blackeye or bruise, havnt spent one moment curled up in a ball on the floor afraid that this would be the time you gave me my final blow to the head. i havnt spent one night awake listening to scream till time for me to go to work. i am at peace, i am learning to be happy again i got angie, lois jen that have proven to me what true friendship really is. i got great sons that have shone me much forgivness and i got a brand new baby on the way that shows me God truly never closes a door that he dont open a window. so im bout to put da pad lock on dis door. duces be easy and enjoy your life. thanks for letting me vent. sincerly, LEECOLE
Posted on: Sat, 24 Aug 2013 06:57:58 +0000
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