From inbox: I passed 12th, with good marks, not really bad. But, my performance in competitive (Engineering Entrance Exams) were not good. I wanted a govt. college, I didnt take admissions in private colleges, I dropped a year. I came to Kota. There was no pressure from my parents, completely my decision. It is my first time, away from home for such a long period of time. After going through a shit storm, early on I settled, kind of. Then, things got worse, staying alone wasnt really helping. I used to call my friends whenever I felt lonely and stuff. But, I slowly realized they were getting busy into their college life. Our talkings became less frequent. I was ok with it, cause someday it had to happen. My best buddies are always there I know, maybe we dont talk often but I know they got my back. But I expected some other of my friends to be there for me, but they were no where to be seen. I thought, lets not make a fuss about that, they are enjoying, but deep inside it hurt. To pile more misery on me, I over think about my failed attempt to win over a girl. She was crush. But, never really proposed her. I dont know yet if she liked me or not. Some of our mutual friends told, she doesnt want to get into these stuff, because her parents are strict and shit. Maybe, it was supposed to be a rejection but there are many ifs on my mind. My sleeps are gone. I waste my sleep, thinking over these stupid things. My father, spending money on my coachings, hostel and my daily needs, further bothers me. Its not that, we cant afford it but I just dont like my father spending such big sums on me, thats why I wanted a govt. college, so the fees would be comparatively less than, private college. And not to mention the fun and shit and the guarantee of a job. Im a kind of a studious person, but these all issues are not helping me to concentrate on studies. I really, want to crack JEE, because I know I can. But these all things have preoccupied my mind. I need these all things to get off my mind. I dont really want to share these all things with my friends and family. Im a egoistic person to break down. They are not really big issues but still.. ._. --------------------- People who have been or currently are in such a situation, what advice do you have for him? :) No abuses please.
Posted on: Tue, 09 Dec 2014 18:47:04 +0000
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