GOD IS SO AMAZING AND SO FAITHFUL!!! As many of you know, i have been struggling the last 4-6 months with: working way too many hours, being in the worst physical/health state that Ive been in over a year (possibly ever), feeling like a failure, depression, financial hardship, and having to end my life group (loss of my identity). It has been tough to see and hear Him during this time, but I remained confident that God was still there and doing something behind the scenes. After so many months of fighting myself, I sit here in complete awe of what God is doing and preparing for me in 2015. - God has blessed me with a wonderful mentor for 2015. Lynn Superczynski reached out to me when I was at one of my lowest points and felt like no one would accept the mess that I had become. - God has given me some time for reflection and prayer...and boy, has He been teaching me a lot in just a short period! One of the things that God has reminded me is that He doesnt love me for what I do or what I lead; He loves me just because Im his child. That is enough. - I have the opportunity to try a new program to get my weight loss started off right for 2015. I just have to remind myself that it is one day at a time, one choice at a time. - Looking at my finances, I accepted the fact that I was coming to a point of needing more income. (Live like no one else so you can live like no one else.) After prayer and examining the calendar, I decided to do KidKare at church twice a month to earn a little extra money. Then, I was blessed with getting two more tutoring clients. (BTW, I am one month away from paying the last payment on a credit card that Ive been trying to pay off for 10 years!) - God led me to take another step of obedience and faith by raising support to go on another mission trip. Ive seen God work through this process and was confident that if God wanted me to go to La Ceiba again that He would get me there. Clearly God wants me there in July because I received word today that my trip has been PAID IN FULL!!!! (Im still a little speechless about this.) Wow, God, You have blown me away. I am just amazed by all of this. My heart is overflowing with thankfulness. Thank you for believing in me and sticking by me even when things get messy. I love you so much! I cant wait to see what the rest of 2015 is going to bring!
Posted on: Tue, 30 Dec 2014 23:15:16 +0000
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