God gave our beloved sister Lailane Tangunan Bonilla of a peaceful rest, after her painful and not so long battle against her leukemia. I never saw how much she suffered from her leukemia, I never saw how she died coz all I remember is how she lived her stressful life and I personally dont want to be reminded myself of all her sufferings, neither to tell everyone about it. Id rather be reminded of her cheerful personality and being a loving daughter to our mother, a loving sibling to us and a loving dedicated mother to her children and a faithful or loyal wife to her husband, but I cannot help to think and be reminded of her emotional, financial and physical sufferings. I am always haunted of all her problems she confided to me. All the tears of her burdens that she cried to me which she cannot just be entrusted to her children and husband. How her goodness was abused and betrayed. I sounded like I am blaming something or someone of her sufferings and death, but I am not. I just witnessed how she carried all her heavy burdens on her shoulders and how she kept her loneliness alone by covering it with endless laughters and unfaked smiles she gave to everyone and to her family. Her cheerful personality suddenly became vaguely to reminisce to my faculty when I recently talked to her on the phone, a week before she died. I made her smile by telling her how talkative she was and how she was happy then, which she hardly tried to laugh off, just for me to hear her laughing. It was her, her real personality. She tends to forget herself for the sake of her love ones, to the point of not taking care of herself anymore. She was always giving herself to every one. She was the Lailane at your service, the yaya and the utusan ng bayan. She always do the small thing to earn a little just to survive a day of her family and doing everything she thought that could sustain the everyday living and to give what her family is requesting from her. I dont know how you could forget such wonderful person, not because she is my sibling, but because if you analyze and understand the details of her life, you will learn an important lesson from her simple and yet hard life she lived for her family. I may not know how to face the warm welcome of our home without ate Lais and kuya Jon jons both cheerful characters. I am sure they are there in spirits and I am sure they will say that life must go on for us. You both died in flesh, but you are loved and missed and you will always live in our life. We are blessed to have you ate. We will miss you ate Lai and you will live always in our hearts. Rest yourself in the comfort of our Creator. We love you ate Lai!
Posted on: Thu, 11 Sep 2014 13:21:20 +0000
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