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Gunna take u back to the moment where i thought I would never sing again…. I was just getting clean months in…one morning I woke up w both my ears draining….the ear to my left drained sort of clear liquid….the infection in my left ear popped…. Went to doctor…and he said my right ear would heal fine but my left slowly loose hearing…..where my fever actually affected it went dead completely and paralyzed….for two whole days I experienced my left ear slowly loosing my hearing…. oh I remember feeling alone and scared. My daddy watched me cry for days. HIm forgetting one day that i couldnt hear….he gave me a slap outta bein old fashioned and thinking that I wasnt listening….GOd he felt so bad…lol. Then there was that morning i woke up went downstairs and making coffee my pa said good morning and I didnt respond….he kept snapping his fingers in my left ear… I remember I turned around and saw his mouth moving……but sound only from my right. Yea I fainted…..never thought I would sing or be able to record ever. My heart broke took nap that day. That night me and my pa were watching tv…he came and sat w me. He looked at me and said….. Hey, daughter its gonna be ok….god took your hearing , so what? better than both ears….you have your arms and legs right? every warrior has their battle wound I believe this is it… So if anyones ever noticed before I perform and get up on stage……during sound check n stuff I put my hands on the wall to feel rhythm….If i can w my feet I hafta feel out where the rhythm bumps through wood panels. I hafta close my eyes and listen with my hands and feet and hear everything w my heart. Operation would not be successful for this ear it due to parlayed stuff. it could damage more than fixed. Today i can perform …Im learning to record….I really never thought I would sing again. Today was the day that my hearing left me. I am so blessed that my right still works…lol. SO when my album comes out how many will support me???!!!! cause whatever I make will go into all art aspects…:) and my life to better artistic careers.
Posted on: Thu, 03 Apr 2014 21:21:40 +0000

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