Had a dream I jumped off the Susquehanna bridge. What was interesting was that every sensation was fulfilled..The last step felt like an eternity while at the same time an instant. I felt fear as I looked forward to gauge my descent as I could not bring myself to look down. The gust of cold air filling my clothes as thoughts of regret for my action began to take root in my mind Im a fool for doing this I thought in one instant; followed by, this isnt as scary as I thought itd be in the next... but still I fell. Descending; what was my worth, all my prowess, my experience, tossed to the wind in the most selfish of acts. Life isnt all bad; as a matter of fact its mostly good. A strange time to consider such a pivotal thought. Perhaps had I the clarity achieved by the fall going into this; Id perhaps have not taken the step. And as I completed my descent my final thoughts werent the customary considerations for others impacted by my decision. They werent pity filled thoughts of remorse about my lifes misdeeds or acts of grandeur achieved through a lifetime of both fortitude and misfortune. . No, my thoughts more private than that.. my last thought before embracing the splendor of the dark abyss was inquisitive in its nature... before Id strike the waters surface thus completing this journey; Id require the answer to one question... how cold is the water.
Posted on: Sun, 09 Mar 2014 13:37:54 +0000
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