Harold, they say this is the season of joy, love and hope. Well for me there is no joy or love and only a peck of hope. They also say this is the night for miracles so you know me and deep down in my heart there is a part of me that is hoping for this to be true and for to have my Christmas miracle. Another part of me tries to keep things into prospective and realize that I have not been a good person all year and true miracles only happen to the really lucky. I worked all day and that is a first for me since you have been gone. I also think I did a good job of not destroying the holiday season for everyone and hid my true feelings very well. Now that I am home I can finally take off the mask and the armor and let me be me. I do remember but for now Dad and I just are lost in what we dont have this season and that is you! Love and miss you so much.... Mom xoxoxo
Posted on: Wed, 24 Dec 2014 20:51:47 +0000
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