Have you ever? Have you ever laid down at night and stared at your phone? Have you ever checked the mail and wanted to cry? Have you ever looked on the opposite side of the bed and got a sickening pain in your chest? Have you ever thought about phone calls like dollars in your pocket? Do you have numerous letters, and you go through them all the time? Do you spend your lunch breaks at work accepting collect calls? Have you ever cried for no reason at all, other than being lonely? Have you wished on too many shooting stars to count? Do you put back 40$ out of paychecks just for vending machines? Have you ever walked into a room to have them tell you to change clothes? Have you ever seen your husband in the same outfit for over a year? Have you ever been so sad that you just want a hug, but you cant have it? do you cry yourself to sleep everynight? Are you an insomniac? Do you have majore deppresion issues Do you ever just take a day to sit back and reminise about things that happend a year ago? Do you always keep your saturday and sunday mornings open, never make plans? Do you worry so much your hair is falling out? Do you have a prisons phone number saved as a contact? Do you know the difference between a gold badge or silver badge? Do you know what a burner is? What about brown? Or a butcher? Have you ever printed off damn you auto correct pictures? Have you ever listened to rap songs and cried? Have you ever been the happiest girl ever when you get a 30 minute phone call? Have you ever taken comfort in a pen and paper? Have you ever started a blog to have someone to talk to? Have you ever worked 100 hours in a week? Do you talk about the future like it’s so long away? Do you get jealous when friends go on dates? Do you have a teddy bear thats almost life size that you cuddle with? Have you ever printed off pictures of your room? Have you ever sprayed mens cologne on your bed? Have you ever felt like a piece of you was just…. missing? If not, you dont know how i feel. I miss you, Raul Alex Maciel I’ll wait every day for you.
Posted on: Fri, 23 Aug 2013 04:02:10 +0000