Heres to hoping this post is not too long winded or turns into a Debbie Downer. The devil is real and he comes in all shapes, sizes, actions and circumstances. I had a long talk with the Man upstairs this morning about it. And Im confused as to whether this is the devil trying to bring my house down or is it God that is trying to make my house stronger. At times it is hard to differentiate. This year we have the loss of family members, the loss of our beloved pet Lexi, the loss of a job and the lack of finding a new job. This penny pinching thing is getting old...really, really old. Im sick & tired of lies and negativity, sick of feeling as though we are being taken advantage of at times, sick of promises being made only to be broken, and tired of us having our feelings hurt time & again. I ready to see that silver lining or the light at the end of the tunnel. This house is a giving house, we are giving people even if sometimes all we can give is a hug & a smile or maybe something that I have whipped up in the kitchen. This morning I handed it over to God to handle because my physical being is at the breaking point. Scott & I are meant to be and I love this man with every fiber of my being because he loves me that way. We will stand together, protect each other, and continue to love..and I keep reminding myself of my lifes motto..When things are at their lowest, a year from now I will look back at this and laugh. Im ready for the laughter to begin anytime now. I am thankful for our families, our children, the unconditional love of our pets and blessed to have all of the above. But our shoulders are getting tired from carrying this weight on them. Im turning everything over to Him and I know in time He will show us His plan.
Posted on: Mon, 22 Dec 2014 21:38:36 +0000
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