Hi everyone Im new to the group and I just wanted to tell you all a little about my story. On July 26tg 2012 as this picture shows Im smiling and putting the thumbs up like everything is fine it sure wasnt. 5 mins after this picture was taken I was told I have a mild traumatic brain injury and I have 2 skull fractures and blood and air in the brain. Still then i couldnt grasp what really was said I thought nothing of it and was waiting to go home but I didnt. I was hospitalized for 3 days 1 day and 1/2 out of the three I couldnt get up and had a neck brace on. It was hell. I am VERY lucky I didnt lose any movement or coordination. I thank my guardian Angel everyday I didnt suffer more. As to how my accident happened is confusing to some. I was out hanging with my two best friends around 1:30 in the morning I dropped one of to his house I got out to give home a hug and all I remember from there on out was telling him to get out of my seat. For what reason I still dont know and never will know is he jumped in the driver seat and put my car in reverse slamming the door on me knocked me down right to the ground my head took the brunt of it. I am pinned at this point to the ground by my door at this time my so called best friends were coming up with a lie to tell the cops when the decided to call for help. When the cops got there they told them I didnt put my car in park so everyone took that lie and went with it. I went a year telling insurance and doctor after doctor I didnt put my car in park. One night I had what I would call a flash back or night terror of my car door pinning me to the ground I jumped up sweating and crying I called my best friend and asked to be completely honest on what happened that night. With tears coming down my face I asked her if our other best friend hit my with my car. All she said was in her exact words were I was hoping you wouldnt remember. After hearing that all I wanted to do was crawl in a ball and cry and cry and cry but I was so numb at this point I couldnt even be mad or angry. What I caught myself doing was saying why me why did this happen what ifs then I realized I dont deserve people like that in my life. I cut them both out of my life for good. I still have to deal with doctors for the rest of my life medication i have to take for the rest of my life. Things were taken away because the things I once loved doing I no longer can do. And they get to live there life like nothing ever happened.
Posted on: Tue, 20 Jan 2015 04:01:45 +0000