I admit, being the kind of Christian I want to be is awkward..Being a Christian, Period, is awkward (to me) if its really the Christianity of the bible..Why? Because really going for it puts you apart from the world, sometimes its just you and Jesus, just like it was for him when he was here..I am still a very free-spirited individual, and I still do NOT agree with a lot of what I see as what passes for Christianity in todays world. What makes me better than anyone else then, or my Christianity real, and the other, false.. That is exactly what it is NOT about, to me..Judging other folks..Thats not my job, I am not God..Listen, I have made sooo many mistakes, and had such a crazy life..Please take the time to consider my words, I have been through alot, and JAH really does speak to me.. I know that I am qualified to speak like this, because I have paid certain dues, and put in a tremendous amount of time..Like others, I have had spiritual experiences that lead me to, and support my beliefs..My biggest question in this life has been, what is my purpose..Yet, I have always known..I AM a Minister, A Shamanic Christian Priest(this is not to try to mix Christianity with the New Age, but to acknowledge and work within the mystical reality that Jah has placed me ..What qualifies me? I am intelligent, I had the highest S.A.T. scores in my High School, the year I took the test.. I am educated. Though I have yet to graduate, I have had more than 4 years in College..Why Havent I graduated? Because I go through psychic trauma(learning to train my spiritual Dragon), since I was young..It was why I had to leave school in the first place, after two years, then going back, off and on 2 years here 3 years there, every since..It is my greatest challenge in my life, having been diagnosed Bipolar, knowing that there is more going on than the traditional doctors know how to address. I know oppression and persecution..I have been tossed and dragged around by cops more than twice, and have endured losing friends and family because of my ways being so unorthodox..I have slept on the street in Oakland, San Francisco, Manhatten, Toronto, Asheville..Ect.. Please listen, I have been fascinated by spirituality, magic, the occult, and parapsychology since I was a young yout, and I have studied...and seen things..I read New Age Channeled material religiously, to keep myself from suicide, to hear something good, because I was terrified..Mortally terrified..and I have learned..THE BIBLE is sooo much more than I had ever given it credit for before the Holy Spirit changed my mind..I was forced into Christianity from the beginning, my Grandfather was a minister, and he raised me..I was a rebel, and though not an evil person, I definately had issues with Church, and churchfolk..Southern Baptist all my early life, so when I became a skater and social misfit in my teenage years, it was a constant fight between me and my southern Baptist somewhat well known family.. The prodigal son, I returned to Church in earnest after experiencing quite a few great losses, and being shown, in spirit, the reality of the Demonic Realm.. El Arca de Jehova, and her children( My Church and our People) saved my life..With all my heart, I love my Church, and I pray that my words will mean something to my many friends in the word of questions and confusions..I care..YOU KNOW I DO..JESUCRISTO is Verdad..He is real, and though I have lost friends for saying it, I know it to be true, therefore I will remain true to myself...DIOS TE BENDIGA(God Bless You)....to be continued
Posted on: Thu, 24 Oct 2013 17:43:53 +0000