I am sad for the end that comes to those that I once had in my life its hard to handle the sadness of death and the end of a relationship even when it was so volatile. I want happiness for him as I have found for my self and I hope that before god calls him home to his mom and dad and the angels above he lets the bitterness go and the hurt heals. Cancer is not a karma i WOULD ever wish on someone not ever tomorrow isnt promised for us all and can be taken so quickly and that hurts me deeply. I will never understand the nastiness the hate the judgement and resentment that even when death comes calling family hangs onto. I hope in my end that I am surrounded by those who truly loved me from start to end and would never hurt me to get ahead in life. I am struggling in my heart but as those who are helping me and love me are telling me people make choices and that cant be on my conscience I hope god finds a way to heal all involved until I meet my maker I will just make right by those who love me and deserve my respect and love.
Posted on: Tue, 09 Jul 2013 00:28:38 +0000
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