I dont know what to do anymore! Im so alone! I need u so bad. I hate feeling like this world is crashing down on me n I cant do anything but let the pieces scatter around me. Im like this lost cause that cant let anyone in n I cant love anyone. Its a very depressing feeling like Im never gonna b happy. I wish sometimes I could just feel u hug me n tell me everything will b ok n that Ill b ok n my world isnt over like my head is telling my heart. Its been such a long time since Ive stared into those deep brown eyes n had them warm my insides up n make me feel what true love is between two ppl even if it is a brother sister bond. Its not fair Im so jealous. I wanna b where u r n not have to feel all these stupid emotions all the time. When u were alive u were my one constant that could take away all my hurt n anxiety n pain n make me feel whole. Rite now Im just this tattered piece of shit that cant even stop crying even tho Ive chosen what my life is... Y is being depressed so depressive? I cant function. I cant think. Like I said earlier Im lost!
Posted on: Wed, 02 Apr 2014 02:45:19 +0000
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