I fear Im a sociopath because nothing makes me happy. I lost a huge part of myself when I was too young to realize. There was a Christmas where my parents gave me really amazing gifts, and my mom told me At least act happy But I was happy. I was grateful. I thought I was showing my grateful...ness. But apparently I was a blank stare. Ive had to teach myself emotions over the years, and Im still learning. I feel like an A.I. trying to blend in. I dont know or understand the rules, I dont fit. Im not hurting you on purpose, I just dont understand. But, I am more than willing to learn. Just give a chance, and patience. I can do more than mimic, I swear I can care! ...I think. ...I mean if I want to care, that means I have the ability, right?
Posted on: Fri, 28 Nov 2014 07:29:54 +0000