I find it so hilarious how most of the people who used to call me fat at school are now either fat birds themselves or have fat girlfriends 😂 I feel such a nobhead for starving myself for days at a time because of their opinions and hurtful comments. No one ever suspected I had an eating problem because I wasnt a skeleton, only my mum knew and every week she would drag me off to the doctors or the hospital because I would black out from not eating enough. Id cry when she used to force me to eat my dinner because Id feel guilty for eating. It made me hate myself even more knowing how upset she was but it was something I couldnt control. She still asks me if Im alright if I say Im not hungry or if I leave food on my plate. I wish people could understand that people of any size can have an eating disorder; just because theyre not a size zero doesnt mean theyre not suffering. I now eat full pizzas to myself without feeling guilty and the only opinion of my body that I care about is my own. Think about what youre saying before you open your mouth. Either be nice or dont say anything at all. I dont know how bullies can sleep at night knowing they make someone so unhappy by making jokes that they think are funny. I wasnt a size 8 at school but at least Ive never had a vile personality like all the bullies Ive encountered over the years ☺️
Posted on: Wed, 21 Jan 2015 11:57:02 +0000
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