I have to continue to be honest with you---I have been in pain for several years now. The reasons unimportant at this time...You just need to know, I have been trapped in a life, that has yielded me pain and more pain. But I had to make a proactive move--which involved FORGIVENESS and release. I feel some relief, but as a guy, who has has been a follower of Jesus for most of my life now--I must say PAIN, does not mean FAILURE and it does not mean QUIT! PAIN is an indicator to something being out of joint--sometimes of an injury and sometimes--it is caused by something that is self inflicted. I have always endeavored to allow Father God TIME to heal me--or time to show me what i have to do...I never rush to a worldly solution. I always give HIM time to speak. His Word has been the balm, most of the time--or the solution to a problem and my heart usually is the organ needing surgery. I am well at this point--but the PAIN comes and goes...the hurt is deep...but I know Father will heal me. Sometimes, I distract myself with other things to do--but there are images...there is life around me reminding me of the void. Father has closed a door---and I am now awaiting to see what He opens up. I appreciate the prayers--I so LOVE so many of you, that are not just "Facebook friends"--but my FAMILY. I am waiting to see how Father brilliantly weaves what is before me--into GOOD. To the carnal eye--it is a mess...but I walk by faith, not by sight. I look forward to the salvation of My Lord. I am straining to see the decree of my King. He will speak---and it will be done. grace and peace will
Posted on: Mon, 30 Sep 2013 00:40:37 +0000
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