I just dont want to go back to the memory of my Mima being in the ICU, the memory of the viewing, and the funeral... My heart refuses to feel pain anymore. Weve been sad too much... Weve been grieving... I do miss her but it came to the point when my heart just couldnt bear feeling pain anymore... Now its healing.... I choose to believe that she is still with us though not physically... I choose to forget the traumatic memory of her death... I choose to remember her smile, remember her kind words... Remember only the good times. I choose to press forward because I know she did not really die... Her spirit lives... I know she doesnt want me to forever be grieving... This is how Im coping up... This is whats making me strong.... It gives me strength to know and believe that she still lives in the spirit... That she is with The Lord. It gives me calmness to know that she is happy now. I love you, Mima... You are always in our hearts... ❤️ For me you are not dead... You will forever live in the spirit and you will forever live in my heart ❤️
Posted on: Fri, 27 Jun 2014 21:05:08 +0000