I just finished my reply to Dawn knadler Ive havent had the chance to read anything she has written but Im sure its true. besides she us caring for my babies not that someone will but God help anyone who in defense if me its in anyway disrespectful to her v or her opinions. These are not excuses just things I havent brought up because, well as much as the truth is in my side and can prove it. Megan gave our son up on prose to hurt me because once he came along my case for her dwindled yet b look asst the evidence I was lured about and illegally pushed from my kids life. Yeah it kind of broke me because I proved the allegations wrong . Yet it didnt matter. Im not looking to be a martyr. Just to love the two people who have lived me the most Brondon and Cereniti . IF SOMEONE CHOOSES TO READ THESE WORDS OF MINE IVE HAD TO GRUESOME TRUTHS IVE ONLY SHARED WITH GOD SOME IN VIVID DETAIL. IF ITS REPETITIVE I APOLOGIZE MY SHORT TERM MEMORY IS NOT FUNCTIONING, AT 100% its difficult to concentrate our hold a thought for my mind is currently going a million thoughts a second Ive a terrible migraine end have had maybe 20_3 0 hour s of sleep in 2 weeks. So please excuse rambling but details are important to me and Ive done nothing but fight tho be with my kids while dealing with the fact I got fd. And the truth seems irrelevant to some, not knowing how hard b it is to deal with the guilt of failing and over whelming sense of being defeated And exhausted. yet to fight with all you have and when you start doing right those around you begin to sabotage the efforts you age making. God be vigil this night and let the angels illustrate your dreams. I EDDIE THIS FOR ME TO VENT TO LIFT THE BURDENS FROM MY MIND TMI REMIND JR THO IM MAY FEEL USELESS AND WORTHLESS MY KIDS LOVE ME,I WORKED MY ASS OFF FOR THAT AND EVEN IF ALL DOUBT MY WORDS WHICH I DONT BLAME I KNOW MY HEART I KNOW THAT GOD LIVES ME AND IVE FAITH IN THAT WITH THE TRUE LOVE MY KIDS HAVE FOR ME REMIND ME WHEN IM LOW AND FEEL OUT THAT HED PULLED ME THRU TERRIBLE STORMS. WHEN I REBUKED HIM QUESTIONED HIM AND GIVEN UP ON LIFE. HE PULLED ME THRU REBELLION, HE ITS THE GOD OF MIRACLES AND IF IN READING WHAT HES BROUGHT ME THRU WHEN IN DOUBTS WHAT GLORIOUS JOY AND LOVE WILL BE GIVEN UNTO ME NOW THAT I FORGIVE AND ACCEPT LIFE AND AM THANKFUL AND GIVE OUTSIDE AND THANKS AND GLORY THO HIM . MY GREATEST HEARTS DESIRES WHAT ELSE. THATS WHAT MY GOD IS ALL ABOUT.
Posted on: Thu, 24 Oct 2013 06:33:04 +0000
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