I just talked to mama they are having to do dialysis on him now. My mother is just tore all to pieces as you all know they have been engaged for almost 2 years to be married. My heart is just breaking I cant stop crying I just dont understand why God is allowing this to happen to our family. I am going up there to be with her all day I know there is nothing I can do if I could I would raise him up off his death bed but it is out of my power but all we need is just One Touch of Gods favor. In a split second he can turn this whole situation around and get the glory for healing Mr Tom. I am begging you guys to please touch God on our behalf right now. Mr Tom was like a father to me. He told me things that I didnt want to hear but needed to hear. He loved my mother and treated her like royality which she had never had before. He made her feel special because she is special a rare diamond one of a kind. They need each other and Eddie needs his father. I would give anything in this world if I had to power to heal people and make things better. I have always wanted to try to change and help everybody even those that were my enemies. If they came to me right now there is nothing I would not do to help someone. God has just given me a tender loving compassionate heart for people. My heart goes out to people that is why I want to be a nurse so bad so I can reach out and help people that are hurting. Some times they just need a hug or a word of encouragement we dont know alot of times what people are going through we are so quick to judge and I am number one top of the list. I admit it. I was listening to Joel Osteen God sent him my way this morning to encouragement me. He said some people are just not going to like you no matter what you do. You could give them a million dollars every day and it still would not be enough. They are set on trying to destroy and cause other people to lose confidence in my character. I have always tried to live my life in such a way that people can see Jesus in me. I have tried to do unto others like I would like to be treated with respect and dignity. I have always tried to live my life above reproach. I would never do anything to cause people to lose confidence in me as a person or bring reproach on our ministry. Joel goes on to say that people that are set out to destroy you are not coming after you. They are jealous of the favor that God has placed over our lives. Over the years I have allowed people to control my emotions and have giving them power over me when I should have put my foot down and not given them the power. We are Gods chosen vessels we have to answer to God for what we do and what we say and ONLY GOD. I REFUSE TO BE DEFEATED AND LIFE MY LIFE STRESSED OUT ABOUT EVERY LITTLE THING THAT COMES MY WAY. TALK ABOUT ME IF ME YOU WANT TOO IF IT MAKES YOU FEEL BETTER BUT I DONT HAVE TO ANSWER TO YOU I HAVE TO ANSWER TO GOD. IF YOU DONT LIKE ME TAKE IT UP WITH GOD DONT BE JEALOUS. YOU CAN HAVE GODS FAVOR UPON YOU. JOEL SAID IT IS LIKE A WELL. PEOPLE WILL THROW STONES AT YOU AND TRY TO GET OTHER PEOPLE TO LOSE CONFIDENCE IN YOU BUT WHEN I BUILD UP THAT WAY THE STONE WILL HIT THE WALL INSTEAD OF GOING INTO MY WELL AND CLOGGING IT UP. I REFUSE TO WASTE PRECIOUS TIME AND EMOTIONAL ENERGY ON PEOPLE. IF I ONLY HAD 5 MONTHS TO LIVE I AM SURE THAT ALL THOSE PEOPLE WOULD NOT BE ON MY MIND. I WOULD SPEND TIME DOING WHAT I ENJOY DOING WHICH IS OUR MINISTRY WHICH IS OUR LIFE AND MY FAMILY WHICH IS EVERYTHING TO ME. DONT GIVE PEOPLE THE POWER OVER YOU. IGNORE IGNORANCE LET GOD HANDLE THE BATTLE. I HAVE BEEN HURT BECAUSE OF SOME FAMILY ISSUES. CAN I CHANGE THE SITUATION NO....I CANT DO ANYTHING. THE FLESH WOULD LOVE TO SOCK IT TO THEM GIVE THEM WHAT IS GOING TO THEM AND SIT THERE AND WATCH IT UNFOLD BUT MAKE NO MISTAKE GOD IS KEEPING NOTES AND NOTHING IS GOING UNNOTICED BY GOD. HE WILL RESTORE EVERYTHING THE DEVIL HAS STOLEN FROM THIS FAMILY AND OUR MINISTRY. ITS NOT WORTH ALL THE STRESS. JUST ONE TOUCH OF GODS FAVOR. HE ALWAY SAID WHEN OPPOSITION IS GOING YOUR WAY LIKE IT HAS US THAT JUST NEEDS THAT WE ARE DOING SOMETHING RIGHT AND WE POSE A THREAT TO THE DEVIL AND HIS KINGDOM. THE BIGGER THE DEVIL IS, THE HARDER HE WILL FALL. I AM HANGING ON THE PROMISE THAT GOD WILL NOT PUT ANYMORE ON US THAN WE CAN BEAR AND THROUGH IT ALL HE WILL MAKE A WAY OF ESCAPE I DONT UNDERSTAND NOW BUT I WILL LATER. GOD IS STILL GOD NO MATTER. HE SEES THE HURT AND WRONG THAT HAS BEEN DONE AND HE WILL REPAY VENGEANCE IS MINE I WILL REPAY SAITH THE LORD. I REFUSE TO GIVE YOU OR THE DEVIL ANY POWER I HAVE TO RIGHT TO REFUSE IT. TALK ABOUT ME ALL YOU WANT HATE ME ALL YOU WANT IT DOES NOT MATTER ANYMORE. GOD KNOWS AND SEES MY HEART. HES THE ONE I HAVE TO PLEASE NOT YOU. THIS MINISTRY IS GOING FORWARD REGARDLESS OF THE WAY IT LOOKS. WE HAVE TOO MUCH SINGING TO DO TO MUCH MINISTERING YET TO STILL DO TO MANY MILES YET TO TRAVEL AND COME TO FAR NOW TO ALLOW THOSE DISTRACTIONS TO HINDER US KNOW AND THAT IS ALL THEY ARE......DISTRACTIONS. WE ARE COMING OUT OF ALL OF THIS THERE IS A BRIGHTER DAY COMING IF WE CAN JUST HANG ON THROUGH THIS STORM. THE STORM CANT LAST FOREVER IT WILL SOON RUN OUT OF RAIN THEN THE RAINBOW WILL APPEAR. WE LOVE YOU GUYS FOR YOUR CONTINUED SUPPORT AND PRAYERS FOR OUR FAMILY AND OUR MINISTRY.
Posted on: Sun, 16 Mar 2014 14:23:34 +0000
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