I just want to add, never in my wildest dreams could I have ever imagined living in the conditions I have experienced. There are many people who are happy because of this, but life is funny, I tell you they persecute the wrong one. I dont die, I was born with a calling, I have supernatural gifts, angels protect me. If God is for me, can He also be for those against me? Sounds like he would be a confused God if that were so. Those against me work for the devil; if they say not so, let them lie on God by saying their actions are of His will and that He is for them in their evil doings. I cannot work, get an apartment, or even stay in a homeless shelter because every time I make an attempt to create some stability in my life, there is a black female (always black female - makes me wonder) that stands in my way with rumors and lies. I do not even know them. Words are power, gossip does not expire with time, it does not tire, it is as strong and vital as the poisonous tongue that carries it. My life is evident. All my life I have been told by preachers about my calling and the fact that God is going to use me. I guess this is what they meant. I will boldly say, the wide-spread evil I bear witness to today, is similar to what Elijah experienced. Many preachers cannot understand his reasoning when he felt he was the only Godly man left. I do, because I feel the same way. Jezebel had the whole city under her influence, just as the devil has the world today. Evil was wearing Elijah down, he felt as if he was fighting the battle bestowed upon him, alone. He felt as if his efforts were useless. Every man and every women he encountered was evil, walking in darkness because they were blinded by deception. Despite Elijahs supernatural defeat over Jezebel, the people whose minds where yet distorted, still could not comprehend the true power of God, or distinguish right from wrong. Evil is powerfully deceptive, sometimes it feels so good and so right that we are deceived into thinking it is, contrary to its evil actions and results. This is spiritual blindness. Most of the churches today are looking through blurry spiritual eyes, because they are being lead by spiritually blind preachers. I just sit back in awe at the deception and the people that cannot see through it. I wonder sometimes, if it is better to be apart of all the demonic stuff going on, which would result in inclusion and some earthy peace, or to be separate from evil, as God desired, which renders one an outcast. It is not the rumors that cause me hell, it is the character. I know because this has been going on all my life, well before the rumors. Whatever, Facebook is a good outlet because I KNOW it is being read.
Posted on: Sun, 24 Nov 2013 02:30:36 +0000