I miss Mommys lil helpers!!! Yesterday was my youngest babies birthday, he turned the big 6 and I still havent got to talk to them so I can wish Wesley a very happy birthday and a very Merry Christmas I know Mr. Whalen is taking great care of my boys but I still want them home with their family where we all belong! I wish that I would have never moved to Florida! Id still have my boys and would not be going through this living nightmare! And I believe with all my heart that Roy would still be here if I wouldnt have moved away! I miss Roy every single day and I miss my boys and I miss my family that is in Florida I just wish this would have never happened I shouldnt have left for Roys funeral I should have stayed with them omg idk my mind keeps racing and all I want is a freaking round trip bus ticket and enough money to take my boys somewhere nice so we can spend MUCH NEEDED time together idc I will sleep in the swamps again if I have to! Like Ive said if anyone wants to get me something please just put that money towards my trip please!?!? I know all they want for Christmas is their mommy and Ive gotta make that one come true or they wont believe in Christmas spirit anymore! I hope they are doing their prayers and reminded that the true meaning of Christmas is the birth of The Lord Jesus ! Omg Im losing my mind over this crap! Im not a door head Im not a needle junkie Im not a thief Im a mother (and grandmother) and I want to protect my boys I want to be there for a nightmare or a lose tooth I just wanna feel their sweet little arms around me I wanna hug them and tell them everything will be all right! I wanna be with them! This isnt fair to them or me!
Posted on: Wed, 24 Dec 2014 18:32:13 +0000