I must work on doing better with the English language. I feel so inept with the descriptions I am giving considering this wonderful, exciting and frightening journey I am on. Last night so so soon after the surgery , I was resting bed , with my wifes head on my chest and the dogs head across me feet, feeling the cool air from the fan against the metals staples in my head and it was so strange to feel so OK . No headache, no weakness, just a bald head and a strange ridge scar in the shape of a horseshoe over my right ear. The scar is much bigger than I anticipated, but Chicks dig scars... LOL It was a great observation to see the interpersonal relationships and the physical as well as mental increase in intensity of the operating room personnel. The surgeon who in the Am was all smiles and teasing about having shaky hands with a cup of coffee, was as the morning went on more and more focused and barley acknowledged my presence in the OR. all business ... His second in command and the co-coordinator was effective relaxed and very easy to communicate with for all the instructions and warnings it is after all brain surgery His presence and I guess you would say aura was refreshing. The main OR nurse was all mothering with a hand always on some part of my body holding my hand patting my thigh, and speaking in easy tones. Sports questions were asked and everyone knows where that went . Kenpo and Tae Kwon Do were discussed briefly. Deep breaths , deep breaths,deep breaths. I was worried that I was not going under fast enough... Increase flow of ( some gas?) Increase flow of (some I.V,).. Then off to la la land. I am going to send this so I dont loose it to my fat fingers and send it into cyber never never land.
Posted on: Sun, 19 Oct 2014 12:54:13 +0000
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