I tell myself everyday life will get better ..it will get worse b4 it gets better. .I try and do the best I can to help the ones I love..being so far away from family makes it harder to let it out and tell my problems it seeme like noone wants to listen so I keep it to myself deep down im going crazy. The day I lost my world my bestfriend my gma I knew things would never be the same im deep off in this hole no way out I think about her everyday and try to do right my life aint the same :( and im so hurt and confused when I cry and ask god why he had to take her I brake down im still trying to get it threw my head that she is actually gone.I go back and tell her im sorry for everything I wished I was there everytime you needed me but I was elsewhere..I have so much hurt I wish I could just see u one more time to tell you how much I miss u for u to tell me everything will be okay. You was the only person who believed in me when noone else did.im in this cold hard life all by myself. I try to be the happy outgoing person I once was b4
Posted on: Thu, 02 Oct 2014 22:45:44 +0000