I think I just figured out why I like the time to myself when I shower. I was just in the shower and thought about all of this. My sister left on her 16 hour flight to South Africa and somewhere in the middle of that a Malaysian plane was either shot down and crashed in the Ukraine. I knew that there was about .13333% chance it was hers. But I couldnt help but think about if it was. As I watched all the aftermath of this nightmare at work I was thinking about my sister. I was thinking about how much it would hurt to lose her like that or at all. I could never understand that pain. And I hope that I never have to. But the fact is that 298 people did die, and those people had loved ones waiting for them, waiting to hear that they landed safely and were meeting them at the terminal or baggage claim. But they never came. I dont think I could even begin to imagine a pain like that. I think I sent my sister four text insisting that she call, text, skype, ANYTHING to tell us she was safe and alive. And we did. But I guess what Im trying to say that, we have these wars raging, we have equality issues everywhere, GLBTQ issues all over the world, we have so much other SHIT that ppl have to deal with when it should be simple. Love, live, and be happy. And just love everyone. Who cares about all the little meaningless shit. Just love. Tell your loved ones how much you love them cuz you may never get another chance. Live your life the way YOU want to live and dont let others try and tell you who you should be because only you know whats really in your heart. And thats all the should matter. We have one life to live and why waste in it trying to control someone else or be controlled. I want to help change the world someday with my messages that I have to share. Dont settle for ok. Aim for amazing, with everything in your life. I may have had some really terrible situations go on in my life, I currently have some not so amazing things going on in it, but I know that they will only make me stronger, more determined to overcome them, and give me one HELL of a story to tell... ;) And I could NEVER give up. Thats one thing I could never do or think about doing. And while I have you, also while I was in the shower, I heard Where the Black Top Ends by Keith Urban and Who I Am With You by Chris Young, back to back, and that too was the EXACT order I sang THOSE two songs for my audition in Denver. Not lying. Dont need too. #WAKEYOURDREAMS!
Posted on: Fri, 18 Jul 2014 03:20:50 +0000
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