I want to be helpful. I want to make a difference. I want to make an impact. I dont want my life to pass by feeling like I could have done more. This is a common feeling that comes up for me. I believe that part of my purpose here is for my own personal experiences, while the other part of my purpose is not about me at all, its about the planet, the people, and leaving this world a better place. Ive prayed many times for the Universe to use me, guide me, and work through me; to put me on the path that will make the most impact while utilizing my greatest gifts. Knowing I am a channel for Spirit, I offer up myself to be of service intending to bring more light, love, and inspiration in whatever way is the highest good for all. In my truest heart I am a humanitarian. I cant help but feel like Im not doing enough. I can pray, meditate, use my intuition, do yoga and create the space for others to do the same, but is that enough? Is this work just some first world woo woo shit? There are children out there hungry, without homes, or a family to go to. There is war, poverty, violence, and disease. There are real issues out there. Not hearing your intuition or experiencing Reiki is NOT a real issue. As much as I love these topics and truly am honored to work with people in this capacity, sometimes I do feel really conflicted about it. Is this work truly helpful? Is this really making a difference? I can see that it does. I know there is a ripple effect. I know that when more of us are tapped in and turned on to our heart & souls purpose, passion, and peace change does occur, and this change is needed on some level, but I cant keep a blind eye to the other healing that is needed here. REAL work needs to be done. I cant feel peace in my soul unless I am out there making a true, meaningful difference at a core level in humanity. I am not exactly sure what the exact calling is yet. And as Im sure we can all see through my little rant here, there is a seed being planted. Something is brewing within me. I have an opportunity in a couple weeks to train with some beautifully powerful movers & shakers. I was accepted into their scholarship program and I cant help but feel this is part of it. I feel something BIG happening. My eyes fill with joyful tears as I feel my way through this journey. This is NOT a post looking for affirmation that my work matters & makes a difference. I know it does. I am expressing that I feel an even deeper calling to my work. I feel like theres more to it, and that it needs to be out on the front-lines, not just in a yoga studio or in my home office. Im here to serve. I am here to make a difference. I know this. USE ME, GUIDE ME, WORK THROUGH ME, God! I am HERE!
Posted on: Tue, 22 Jul 2014 20:49:43 +0000
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