I was at one time going through some terrible experience in my life where prayer meant everything....I almost lived on prayer. I even fancied suicide not just once. I started to reflect and asked myself several questions about this life.....if there was ever any benefit in following the Lord. But in those tough times, even as struggled to pray and read the word, I learnt alot about life than I have ever learnt under any man of God. I have a feeling God literally spoon fed me with great stuff that I will forever be grateful to Him. Firstly he told me I should depend on Him and His provisioal hand...at no time should I trust in myself. He is able to do more than my thoughts and even my prayers and in that respect I should never ever qualify myself outside His word. Whatever I ever needed and would ever need is in His word, if it were not so, I should have said it. That was a turning point, I will never trivilaize the word of God because thats my life and prayer is my real oxygen. The most outstanding in my opinion was the subject of love. God taught me that I had failed Him in that I did not respond to situations with love. But I told God, until You help me my nature is in every way positioned to hate.God is His kindness brought me the picture of Jesus Christ and asked me why I deserved to have Jesus Christ die for me. I couldnt get justifification and He said, In the same manner, love people that I have made you come across unconditionally. Life has never been the same ever since. I love you God.
Posted on: Thu, 30 Jan 2014 10:17:41 +0000