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I was in a moment of depression now a days,a suddenly no joy for me,i feel sink into extreme self pity,misery,and despair..my emotional problem overwhelm..i have mood swings,..i feel everything seems to go wrong..i cannot control myself being easily mad or upset,..i feel guilty of wrong doing and did awful sins,how can i forgive myself if i was in a painful circumstances in my life,..person like me have no strength or will to make an effort to overcome my condition.i hurt so bad after knowing that my friend give up on me and very tired to understand my bad personality.i felt unloved,unworthy and unimportant..it is my fault!i just wanted to be left alone and enjoy my misery and indulge in self pity...Broken relationship lead me to depression..but i cannot changed what happen?I make mistakes,but i learn from my mistakes to pay more attention..to exercise greater care in a choices i make..maybe it is part of my maturing process,i guest?..PLEASE dont be added to my distress by accusing me of sinning against GOD..i know i do wrong!SORRY by being immature and not growing spiritually,..the battle are inside my personality,Im not HAPPY being so WEIRD..it so hard to fight myself and my emotions..that sometimes i want to give up...it seemed to be nothing worth living for!I pray so hard not to be like that again and again..I want someone to understand me,sympathize with me and comfort me,being there to show support and concern..Dont be JUDGEMENTAL!..Give me some time to overcome and have victory over my life through JESUS..he knows that my faith is imperfect but God do miracle things in my life to increased my faith to him.God fight for my soul so i have salvation..i need to fight also for my life to gain victory over it..PLEASE dont stop PRAYING for me until it is not finish the battle i begun?..i need HELP!(2 corinthians 4:8-9,16-17)Thank you for those people that doesnt Leave me in times like this;..I want you to listen to me..Not to judge me..for the wrong things i did..JESUS died for me, to set me free from this bondage..thank you to those people who listen to me..every time i open up my weaknesses to them..Thank you for accepting me from who i am!God is not finish for yet!...just wait and see..
Posted on: Fri, 22 Nov 2013 09:27:28 +0000

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