Id like to take a minute n say make sure u live everyday in your life n be happy with who n what u got in life. Lately i been tryn to remind myself that life is a gift. Your body is ur temple n the things u have are easy took. People can get stole from you in a instant, often before u can say how much you care for them. I havnt really showed my love ones how much i really care, even going out of my way to hurt them for my selfishish wants. To everyone i love n all my family i want you to kno i love you. I appriciate everything you do. It isnt unnoticed even when im being a brat. Yesterday i lost my cousin. Well not blood but someone i looked up to n was like a brother to me. Today i find out a friend of mine commited suicide. When does this stop. I have gotten to be numb to death. Ive had over 25 people die n my lifetime n quite a few very close. I cant take it anymore. I love to many people to let go. Im so blessed to have people in my life that has put up with me through so much drama n hurting them purposly that i shouldnt have anyone left but their still here. Thank you guys. N to all my friends that are having a hard time n life or think about ending it....contact me!!! Im no motivational speaker but i can make u realize that im here n i love u. I have BUEATIFUL CHILDREN!! A soulmate, n, a mom whom at times is hard to live wit or please but i love her, i also have a best friend Miranda KC that has been here all that she can. N id die if something happened to her or her kids.My friend Nicki Kelley for being here for me too she is a strong women whom i look up to muchly. I got brothers n sister n step father im thankful for. I have faith that they all will be here for the rest of my days. Lord n i hope i NEVER have to bury my own child! I tear up thinkin of it. Whether im always there or not but a mom is a mom. Some love that anyone can take nor ever make me loose. I LOVE MY KIDS! No one is promised tomorrow. N NOTHING is too bad to take yourself out. Member god takes u from this world. You cant play him yourself. Your body is a temple n he has a plan to give n show u life. I love my kids my family n my friends....n even my enenies. I dont have hate in my heart. Now with that said i want to just tell micheals n evanos family im sorry n im here for u if u need one. Thank u n my condolences reach out to you all.
Posted on: Fri, 10 Oct 2014 14:02:05 +0000