Im a 19 yr old,a student and a mother to be.Bendi busy nalomfana last yr,he was 26 and wandimithisa bt umntana zange alunge.Him n i were fine nge festive season,then he started changing in January.Waye wajola strongo ngk bendisamith and wajola naye nomeza wam one sana elungelilo elakhe.Wandishiyisa weak ubhutiza,gqiba wathi ebendibhadlisa.Wazenza zonke endikrwitsha xa ndimbuza ngalamafudo akhe so nam ndaqonda mandimyeke after i had an sti.I decided to stop stressing and look aftr my pregnancy,i had to be strong for my bby..i couldnt be that depressed.Unfortunately,after i fought so hard to bring my bby boy in2 ths world zange alunge..it was diognised ectopic and wakhutshwa.Bhutiza weza a week l8r ezogeza njengesiqhelo,ndamxelela that bendingadlali ngk bendimxelela..waphambana,wa2kisa esith ndimbulele umntana wakhe ayikho into yomithela 2njini apha ndizonya.His words pierced my soul cos he never even cared gqiba azondi2ka ekhaya ngenxa yokungaqiqi kwakhe.I moved away,went to live in Cavendish..i couldnt handle his accusation and i needed to focus.I met a guy,biyi rebound..bt i fell inlove.Im pregnant again and caba bhutiza uye weva i was bek ekasi visiting my parents then he called me.I bumped in2 him n wandixelela wayenyanisile ngk wayesith ngekhe ndimithele omnye um2 worce andinantloni ngonyaka oy1,soze azalwe lomtana ufunga amahlubi ephelele kukunya oko.Andaz ngenditheni cos ive b3n down for months and ths bby and my results z da only things im looking 4ward too and ths guy z very supportive and willing.Ive b3n rushed to da hospital 4 if nt 5th times nw cz there were sum complications to the extent that da ultrasound couldnt hear any heartbeat.Ndoyika,my ex said the only way to make things ryt is by going bek to him simkhulise soy2 lomtana..i jst h8 him so much.plz help..xolisa nge essay #BEYLA
Posted on: Thu, 14 Aug 2014 19:28:51 +0000
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