Im not actually finding for sympathy. I just want to be the old guy I who used to smile at everything. I dont want to smile outside and inside Im crying. I want myself. I know Ive did mistakes but no one is perfect in this world neither me nor you. Yes I am a guy but that doesnt mean a guy dont really cry. He cries more than a girl but at the end he shows a smile as nothing happened. Difference between a guy and a girl is when a girl is in heartbreak she cries to another girl but guys cries to himself. But when a guy cries to his friend it doesnt mean he is creating sympathy. Love is not about leaving each other when one of them says dont want. Love is all about holding on to the pains and still being with the person you really love. Both girls and guys do have feelings. At the end of the day, it all comes whether he or she shares it or not. And yeah I dont share some things and some I do share to person who is close to me. When we love a person , we always wants to make them happy even if it hurts us. So if you think leaving me makes you happy, then Ill give it to you. Crying doesnt indicate that youre weak and creating sympathy, since birth, it has always been a sign that youre alive. I dont want to lie that I am feeling happy. That curve you see in me is fake as I am. Because at the deep of my heart there is a pain that no one will ever feel the way i am living. I live in a place where Im all alone. And I will be somewhere waiting for you to realise that Im not really fake. When you find me that I am not fake, make sure you find it when Im still here. So that Ill be there to see you realised and before Im no more.
Posted on: Wed, 12 Nov 2014 13:59:14 +0000
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