Im standing in the doorway Im Crazy Yes... Im the head lunatic in this asylum. When the lights go out... its on Only Freaks are allowed here. Everything is on the table. In the End... We will just be a puddle of Sweat If you can’t handle the pressure... Best to RUN now. I was Honest Tried to scare the BeJeezus out of Joan. She didnt break a sweat. After two weeks of being attacked by her... I was sure I’ve loss a bit of weight. No... was not an option. I had clearly bitten off more than I could chew. Joan screams. I wince. Stand on my tiptoes to get a better look. I was hooked from the beginning. That first date she walked right up to me and kissed me... my toes curled. She is funny Uses common sense Enjoys being a good Woman on the flip side. I can also say Shes Crazy Is trying to kill me A pain in the... But She makes living Life... so much easier. Shes a Woman A daughter A sister A Nurse runs pass me. And soon to be mother. I havent slept in weeks. I haven’t shaved in two days. I haven’t showered in a day. Lord... get a whiff of these under arms. I think that smell is the only thing keeping me awake. Joan screams my name! Some how Some way I am going to be blamed for this. I loss my Cool a long time ago. Im not sure if it was when she farted or when she almost crushed my hand in her Kung Fu grip. I squeezed the mask against my face I screamed I passed out Thats why I have this ice pack on my head. “Now push!!!” Theres the head “Another BIG push,” the Doctor said. I cant even describe what I saw, but I know I was crying. The little girl came out and the Nurse wrapped her in a cloth and ran to make sure she was alright I ran over to Joan I cant remember how many times I said, I Love YOU!!! I meant every word We had created something together I was in A.. Joan was a lovely mess, sweaty, smiling and very Beautiful!!! “Do you want to hold your daughter?” The Nurse said. I turn to a bundle of JOY! I finally had someone I didn’t have to pay to... Wash the dishes Cut the grass And do the laundry She was going to earn her way, but... Not NOW!!! Today she will be the most Beautiful thing WE have created. I take her in my arms and share the LOVE with Joan. I kiss both of my Girls I’m Happy I’m Crazy I’m Whole I am Loved!!! The little hand squeezed my finger and the Tears begin to Flow down my cheeks!! This is Heaven. Thank you for the Angel!!!
Posted on: Fri, 04 Jul 2014 11:08:28 +0000
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